☆Thursday, February 19, 2009
Well..Went to school and meet Sotong in Bedok bus stop as pernormal.And such an coincidence that we met Fatin in the bus and I was like so Aaargh!Hahaha..I've been acting crazy and talkative the whole day even tho I'm kinda stressed about last night.Well, umm..Someone unexpected, someone I totally wanna avoid being with, someone I wanna forget which I already did.And it reminds me of the past when she text me.The past was history! The future is mystery!I wanna go for the future and find out the mystery.Not wasting my time talking about the history.And so I did replied.I'm gonna post it clearly here.I'm not gonna mention her name.I'll just labelled her as "Girl" and me "Mutz".So umm, here we go..___________________________________________
Girl: Hey. D** here:] d***. Cn we text? :D its been ages. :D hope u reply:]Mutz: Go on.Girl: :D ty. What ur doing? Hws u? Hws lyf? :DMutz: Does it cncern u in anyways?Girl: :D umph.. Nt really. Bt, just wondering:]Mutz: Jz leave me. 4get abt me. Hate me 4 me.Girl: :D cn we fget the past? Whats done is done. When tings happen, i realise. Yeah.. I try to be nice to u. Cox, i miss u. Yeah. I shudnt be admitting to u. Bt, today, i did. I admit , i miss u. And, nt ony me. F****, too. Dude, those laughters, funs we had, i treasure every moment of it. And i miss every moment of it.. :DMutz: At last. U learned ur lesson huh..Girl: Yeap. Learn. Ive learn. My brain working ady. :DMutz: U made me a diff mutz ady. I'm an evil, egoistic, sacarsm, heartless mutz. Screw our frienship, screw our r'ship n screw watever ship we used 2 built. Screwed evrytink. We r through!Girl: Oh, like that huh. When did i chg u? I gt force u to chg, meh? I tink, a big NO. :D cn u lyk fget the past? Its lyk, ages sey. :DMutz: Luk, i dun wanna go on further n elaborate mre. We'll end up argueing n i'm specifically gt no tym 4 tat. I've got better tinks in mind. So i suggest stop it. No qns asked.Girl: :D i dnt have the intention to argue with u. My intention is great & i tot we cud at least text fr lyk fr fun:] i dnt wana argue with u, mr muthalib:] i dnt want.Mutz: Why are you try'na be nice wherelse ur not?Girl: I am, what? :D i try to tok to u, what? :DMutz: It's not worth do u noe tat. U gain nutink. U'll end up realising itz a waste of tym.Girl: Nope. I din waste my time:DMutz: U are.. ":D"Girl: And, so? Thats smiling:D And?Mutz: Ok, so wat do u wan?Girl: To get the smooth relationship again. If nt best frend, at least frend uh. :D uptil wen u want our frendship to rock like tis? I tried to be nice:D Not argueing eh. Im mature nw:]Mutz: Why now? Why not back then?Girl: I waus scared. Yeah..Mutz: Go on full details. Dont waste my time asking.Girl: I dnt get wadyu mean. Swear:DMutz: You were scared, why were you? Tell in full details, i severely hate wasting my time asking all these.Girl: Oh, okay:] rilex, wokayy. :D oh, its cox, i made u angry lyk freaking bloody angry uh. Then, i dnt have the guts to say sory.. To say to u that i miss u.. To tell u that i dnt wana have rock rlationship.. I mean, frendship.. Yeah. So, im letting u calm down ol these mnths. Oh, i did wen to ur sch, last yr. I gt some activity ther. I saw u. I saw simkia. Both of u turn. Bt, i hide. Cox, i dnt have guts to face u, muthalib. Ive did the stupid ting in the beautiful frendship. Yeah.. Hais. Ive gt tons tings to let u knw. Bt, sometimes, my words arent enuf saying on how much ive learnt my mistakes.. Yeah. I hope u undrstand it. :DGirl: &OHYA! Wen i see ur online, i did wana tok to u.. But.. Yeah..Mutz: Hahaha! U miss me huh? U sure? Stop de act.. It's hard 2 trust u ady.Girl: Umph.. Nt acting, btw:D I really do. Nah, nt acting. Nt an actress, btw:] oh, difficult to trust? Oh.. Then.. Umph.. Okay:)Mutz: Bye!Girl: Bye for? :DMutz: I dun trust u n so itz no use.Girl: Oh. Okay:) bt, fgive me. Fget the past:)Girl: Please...Mutz: Scram! I wanna sleep. Dun b my nightmare 2nyt. Dun ever msg me any more. N hate me.Girl: Nytes! :DThe next day early in the morning between 8.00am-8.30amGirl: I din chg u. U chg urself. Dnt blame me for ur changes okay? U chg u. U chg urself.. Not me. I mean, i din chg u to be the evil, sacarsm, etc.. :)Mutz: Ok luk, dun spoilt my day early in de morn.Girl: Im nt spoiling ur morn, okay. What im trying to let u knw, that, i didn't chg u, muthalib. Im standing fr my own right.Mutz: Ok watever. Suit urself. Say wat u wan. So r u gonna leave me?During my lunch break in school..Girl: Hey. Sory late reply. Umph.. I dnt wana disturb u when ure in clas. :D i tink ur in clas by nw or sumtink:) & OHYA, "no" to ur previous qn:)Mutz: Oh itz ok if u late rply. Nvr rply also cn. Why wudn't u leave me? I tink i hv 2 tell u tix. No 4giveness shld take place. N jz go on ur own way. N i go mine.._________________________________________
I really hope this is an example for everyone.Treasure the one around u, appreciate what they've ever done for u.Because it's a little too late when you realised it when the person is gone.When I walked out of her life, it's so called I'm gone from her life.And that the reason why I wanted to leave her.I want her to learn something from this.And be a better person in future.I'm doing the best for her and myself.For her..And to be honest..I do still care for you..I do still love u..I do still miss u..But I'm forcing myself to let you move on and learned something from this.That's it for today.I love all you sexy peepz..Muacks..
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