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☆Monday, June 29, 2009

First thing I woke up.
I got to know somebody spam me.
I don't know what did I do that would eventually make them do that.
Did I kill one of their family members..??
Did I make them suffer all their life..??
Did I embarassed them in public..??
Did I ruin any of their master plans..??
Did I gave burden to them..??
What did I possibly do..??
Besides..
What could be so bad anyway..

But hey..!!
To all Mutz Muthalib haters out there..
Guess what..??
I ain't gonna stop doing me.
The only way for you to stop me..
Is to KILL ME..!!
Clear enough..??

BYE!!

Blogged @ 10:04 PM

☆Sunday, June 28, 2009

Nothing much today.
I went to Kembangan earlier on.
Slacked in my friend's house.
Use the computer.
But I do still have fun tho.
Hehehe..
Hard to explain.

Anyway..
I never eaten the whole day.
No mummy at home.
No brother at home.
No food at home.
No money.
It's just insane.

Bye..

Blogged @ 7:50 PM

☆Saturday, June 27, 2009

I decided not to delete my blog.
It's a long story.
You dont wanna know.

Anyways..
Someone is pissed off with me.
I'm sorry.
He might be bitching about me to others.
Well it's ok, I deserved it.
I'm an idiot.

I wanna join back my NTUC job in SingPost.
I'm freaking in need of money.
I've been try'na contact the outlet but been busy.
Gosh..!!

I'm so dissapointed in my result.
I'm starting to lose hope.
Life seems to be so empty and worthless.
I don't know if I could make it anywhere far.

Now leading a single life is so bored.
No one to entertain me.
And no one for me to entertain.
Gosh, I sound so desperate.!!
STOP IT SEYH MUTZ..!!

Blogged @ 7:56 PM

☆Wednesday, June 17, 2009

First of all..
My computer is generating back!
Woo hoo!!
So I sure can update my blog almost everyday.

All thanks to Elzuan.
For the accompany to get new monitor earlier on.
And for giving me a mouse.
And also thanks for the new wallet last night, love it.
Hahaha..
Well all this thing wouldn't have happen if I didn't fought with my brother.
I got so freaking angry and I slammed the mouse and monitor.
And it spoilt.
Hahaha.
Previously I slammed my phone when I got angry with him.
And it was damaged so badly.
Hahaha!!
Then my brother gave me his phone.
Hahaha!!

Anyways..
Sotong text me..!!
Gosh! Still got the face wanting to go picnic with me and Haslina.
Well I agreed to it.
Since she convince me that she'd changed.
Well, we'll see..
I want her to impressed me with her changes.
All these conflicts she asked for it.
And she's the one wanted to put our friendship to an end.
So now regrets starts occuring to her.
Typical human-being, never learnt.
She will be forgiven for the fourth time soon after she proved it.

And friendship is something precious that we should treasure.
When you wanted to put a friendship to an end, think wisely and think far.
Think about what th person had done for you.
Think about the sacrifices they had done.
See if they're there for you when your facing downs in life.
Because some are just a burden for you to break free.
Some are such a pain in the ass.
Some took you for granted.
Some only turn to you when there's no one else to turn to.
So when you think about ending a friendship, make sure it's worth ending.
Because if not, regrets starts occuring.

I ever put a friendship to an end.
It hurts at first.
But the people arounds me make me feel better.
Everything happen for a reason.
Some friends cannot make it to your future.
Because the rocky road is too rough for them.
Bestfriends forever is bullshit.
Because bestfriends can be your worst enemies.
Sometime when the person is there, the effort of the person were never realised.
When the person is gone, they start realising everything the person sacrificed.
And then start realising their mistakes in the beautiful friendship.
And now, I'm happy with my life.
I'm happy with the decision I've made.
And I've found a real bestfriends for myself.
And I love them.

I hope this wakes Sotong up.
Take this as a lesson in life.
Make sure the risk you're taking is safe.
Make sure the decision your making is worth.
SO THINK..!!
It effect everyone else for that matter.
Realised the true friends around you.

That's all for todays updates.

Blogged @ 11:57 PM

☆Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I just broke up.

At 08.13pm moments ago.

Maybe we're weren't ready for this love thing.

Everything happens too fast.

I'm sorry, I don't believe you no more.

It's painful..

I couldn't believe you would do such a thing.

Maybe what Alex says is true.

And the truth hurts..!!

It gaves me a flashback about the first day we met.

On 15th August 2008.

In NTUC while I was working.

It was one day before your birthday.

You were looking for after shave cream.

Then it all got carried away.

You wanted to get to know me well.

I thought you were a great person.

Then on your birthday.

You tried to contact me.

Telling me it's your birthday.

I asked what do you want for your birthday.

You said you want nothing.

You said I'm the greatest gift.

It's makes me think how sweet you were.

But as time goes by..

We had a first arguement.

About our life's.

I've been busy with my schools and work.

You were on a long leave.

I hadn't got any time to text or call.

Then we got our little confessions.

Then we both got it all sorted out.

On 6th December 2008.

It was my birthday.

You wasn't the first to wished me.

But that night..

We had our first kiss.

You made me fall deeper to you.

On Valentine's Day this year.

You made a memorable ending for the day.

You cooked for me for the first time.

You gave me a box of belgian chocolate.

And a bouquet of fake flowers.

Then I start laughing.

I got so touched.

And didn't know you can be so romantic as well.

It makes our love stronger.

Then after awhile.

You start to be missing for few months.

I thought it was a silence broke up.

It makes me cry for love for the first time.

I feel like I couldn't live without you.

With my friends around me.

It encouraged me to moved on.

And it took so long.

And..

Recently out of nowhere.

You came back.

Wanting me back.

I accepted you back because I missed you.

You gave all the attension I needed.

You gave me all the love I've been missing.

And after awhile.

You were on a business trip.

With one of your colleague.

It's soo complicated.

He was trying to seduced you.

And..

It's hard for me to accept the fact.

I don't know.

I think this is it.

He wins..!!

I lost..!!

After all that we've been through.

It's been such a long road.

It's a tough decision.

And I asked you for break up for my own good.

It's something I think I should have done long ago.

I never expected you're like that.

It hurts..!!

It does..!!

Blogged @ 9:09 PM

☆Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm having problem with Kenn.
I don't know if I should trust him again.
I need someone to talk to right now.
I'm so Aargh!
His colleague been trying to get to close to him.
And it's something I should give a damn shit about.
His colleague got a big problem with me.
He'd gone too far..

No surprise he'd been reading my update.
You listen to me asshole!
You know exactly what this is about.
You sneeked to his place!
You touched him!!
You think you're crazy.
I'll show you crazy!
JUST TRY ME, BITCH!
If no one gonna stop you, I'll do it myself!

Blogged @ 9:30 PM

☆Friday, June 12, 2009

Hello all my peepz.
Been quite a while since I last update.
Been meeting Alex since yesterday.
I can sense something.
He's fun to talk to.
He said he promised to entertained me this holiday.
Well when he's off from work.
But there's nothing much to worry about cause he's working from home.
And his home is at Kembangan.
Which mean it's so freaking damn near to my school.
Then maybe after school reopen can meet easily.
We got lot'sa plans to do.
Catch movies, go to Escape Theme Park etc..
Hahaha!
It's just insane.

As for Kenn.
I don't know what's up with you both cuzzy.
It's like both been telling me very different story which make me confused.
Well, as for now I'm ignoring it for sure.

I have a big birthday party coming up soon this evening.
It's Si Ling's birthday!
Which means it's a big grand party.
I'm like so wowed.
I feel such an honoured to be invited.
LOL!
Ok I talk crap!
Hahaha.
But I'm sure this is gonna be the best birthday party for the month of June.
Because I get the chance to face all my lovely friends.
Well not all, but few.
I miss them.

Yesterday super sucks!
Well, accept in the morning and afternoon.
Or should I say yesterday evening so sucks!
Aaargh!! So damn pissed off..
Spoilt my freaking damn mood.
My ex made a promise to accompany me to cash converter.
Then cannot make it again cause working.
One of the reasons I hate about girls.
Always last minute changes.
Then I asked Elzuan to accompany me.
But when we reached the store was closed for stock take.
Aaargh!!
It really drive me mad!
At night even worst!
Aaargh!!
You don't wanna know.
Simply suck!

And today is soo sweet!
Hahahaha!
Meet my "babi" and then yeah.
That's all.
Hahaha!

Ok that's all for todays updates!
Love all you sexy peepz.
Muacks!

Blogged @ 3:46 PM

☆Sunday, June 7, 2009

To spammer.
I know who you are.
I've figured out the IP code.
I ain't gonna mention it here because it worthless and better be unspoken for my own peace.
Oh well, people change.
This is my blog so I say what I want.
This is my world, I choose how I want it to be.
If you got a problem, you come to me straight.
I'm not gonna waste my time about this already.
Well..
Singing is just my boredom hobby.
That is what I do when I'm freaking bored.
Joining Singapore Idol had never crossed my mind.
And I never planned to do it before.
I never wanted to.
So shut the hell up!!
It helps, it really does.

Blogged @ 2:25 PM

☆Wednesday, June 3, 2009

First of all.
I wanted to say sorry to all my sexy peepz for not updating.
Well I'm doing it right now.
Hahaha..
These past few days had been a living hell.
My computer's monitor broke down and I'm using my bro's lappy.
Exam is so challenging.
It really test my intellectual capacity.
But i'm glad it's over and it's holiday.
Woo hoo..

Anyways..
I was with Kenn this morning having breakfast before having my last paper.
A fat chinese guy bang onto me.
And I was like making this pissed sound.
He look at me and said "Chibai".
Kenn scolded him saying "You better watch your way you pathetic meat sack!"
I couldn't believe he said that.
I'm so surprised and proud of him.
Meat sack..?? Where does that come from..
Hahaha!!
Hero of the day.
I think that fat slob got scared.
Such a coward.
Big fats, but tiny balls.

I reached school at 12nn awaiting for my paper which is at 1pm.
Then...
Bla bla blah..
My ex-girlfriend, Zie, called.
Wanted to meet after my paper which is at 2.30pm.
Then meet her at 3pm in Bedok Interchange.
Egnazio, Wei Kiat and Jie Hao accompany me waiting for her as their waiting for their bus.
And so me and Zie had our lunch in KFC.
We chitty chatty.
She wanted to make a picnic for this holiday.
ONLY for selected people.
So I agreed.
We slacked at the void deck nearby.
Then go off at about 6pm.

I went straight home.
Happy to see my mum back home.
Miss her a lot.
I had a long 2 hours shower.
Then I sleep for an hour and woke up at 10pm.
Kenn called wanted to meet around my area.
So I meet him for about an hour.

Ok that's all for today's updates.
I'll see if I can blog again.
Muacks!!

Blogged @ 11:59 PM