☆Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I just broke up.
At 08.13pm moments ago.
Maybe we're weren't ready for this love thing.
Everything happens too fast.
I'm sorry, I don't believe you no more.
It's painful..
I couldn't believe you would do such a thing.
Maybe what Alex says is true.
And the truth hurts..!!
It gaves me a flashback about the first day we met.
On 15th August 2008.
In NTUC while I was working.
It was one day before your birthday.
You were looking for after shave cream.
Then it all got carried away.
You wanted to get to know me well.
I thought you were a great person.
Then on your birthday.
You tried to contact me.
Telling me it's your birthday.
I asked what do you want for your birthday.
You said you want nothing.
You said I'm the greatest gift.
It's makes me think how sweet you were.
But as time goes by..
We had a first arguement.
About our life's.
I've been busy with my schools and work.
You were on a long leave.
I hadn't got any time to text or call.
Then we got our little confessions.
Then we both got it all sorted out.
On 6th December 2008.
It was my birthday.
You wasn't the first to wished me.
But that night..
We had our first kiss.
You made me fall deeper to you.
On Valentine's Day this year.
You made a memorable ending for the day.
You cooked for me for the first time.
You gave me a box of belgian chocolate.
And a bouquet of fake flowers.
Then I start laughing.
I got so touched.
And didn't know you can be so romantic as well.
It makes our love stronger.
Then after awhile.
You start to be missing for few months.
I thought it was a silence broke up.
It makes me cry for love for the first time.
I feel like I couldn't live without you.
With my friends around me.
It encouraged me to moved on.
And it took so long.
And..
Recently out of nowhere.
You came back.
Wanting me back.
I accepted you back because I missed you.
You gave all the attension I needed.
You gave me all the love I've been missing.
And after awhile.
You were on a business trip.
With one of your colleague.
It's soo complicated.
He was trying to seduced you.
And..
It's hard for me to accept the fact.
I don't know.
I think this is it.
He wins..!!
I lost..!!
After all that we've been through.
It's been such a long road.
It's a tough decision.
And I asked you for break up for my own good.
It's something I think I should have done long ago.
I never expected you're like that.
It hurts..!!
It does..!!
Blogged @ 9:09 PM
